Seasons

¹ There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:

² a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

³ a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

⁴ a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

⁵ a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

⁶ a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

⁷ a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

⁸ a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

I'm going through a season right now.

Last Fall I was in the middle of a very different season. I felt like I was on top of it all! I was obedient in getting up early and spending time with my Lord, not just in study, but in prayer as well. I felt good physically, spiritually, and emotionally. I was productive in my home. Life was good.

This is not that season.

I am tired. I can't get out of bed. I drag through the days, sometimes unable to get off the couch for too long. My house looks terrible. I don't feel good. I miss my time with God, and yet, I cannot get up and in the Word.

Where is God? He's right here with me. He's helping me through my days. He knows what is going on and why I am struggling so much. He knows that this is a season of my life and knows that I have not abandoned Him. I am still in prayer. He knows that I miss Him and long for the intimate time together. He has not left me to fend for myself.

My sincerest apologies to you, my friends. I feel as though I have abandoned you. I promise you, I will be back. I have lots of ideas and posts that I am longing to share with you. I have not left you. I have not forgotten you, and I continue to pray for you and your needs.

All my love dear friends!